. . its so stupid to think that u can’t teach your fuckin’heart to forget someone who doesn’t love u from the start. u give and exert much of your effort to make your relationship work but still it didn’t. You try to understand things but its still vague. Sometimes u gotta asked yourself and try to answer the things that bugging in your mind. Like for example:
- what’s lacking with me?
- did i make our relationship worked?
- am i worthed to be loved back?
- am i true to myself?
- i think im not worthed to be treated this way. .
- am i productive??
This are some of the question that keeps on bugging’ in my mind. Sometimes I blame other people why I end up this mess. But I always remember problem comes from me. . I ask myself first before I think of other people. Some of my questions might not be answered but i guarantee that some of it are being answered but yet realized.
Teaching myself to forget someone is very hard. It’s easy to say but it’s definitely hard to do.I have to consider many factors and of course my feelings/emotion or should i say my HEART. I listened to my friends’advises and I try to think about all their advises and find some remedy to this. But I end up with nothing. And jump into another conclusion. It’s so naive to think all about this shits. But I can’t help it. All I gotta do is to balance everything. Focused myself more in any activities, hang-out with my friends and keep myself busy. In that way, I will never notice that the person I want to learn to forget is gone. I don’t have to rush myself to forget someone so quickly. . .
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