All my Life i have driven by my fear.
Fear that could sometimes brought me so much pain.
Fear that can lead me to death.
My parents built me this fear until now.
I'm trying to conquer my fear but I usually failed.
I have lots of plans and things that I want to do with my life.
Errors, failures, success, happy and sad moments are always their.
It goes hand-in-hand.
Without this I can't learned from our own mistakes.
It helped a lot in building self-confidence.
But...
What can I do? If fear goes first..
They built this fear to me and I felt like its killing me.
I hate to feel this.
I know my parents is just concerned about me.
But don't you think its about time to conquer my fear?
I'm 20 years old lady without self-confidence.
I tend to hide my talents and skills most of the time.
Because of my fear.
I got lots of fears but one of them is..
>> fear of being failed & rejected
What seems could be the problem?
Sometimes if these things happens.
I just sit on the corner and get my pocket bible and read.
I usually do this everytime i am driven with my fear.
And it helped me alot.
Sometimes talking to matured people can help me think of better ways.
Better way of understand things and more.
I know God has a purpose why he built me this kind of fear.
For me to be able to understand and manage things.
And on how to deal with it.
I'm thankful that God is so good that i am able to
conquer my fear little by little.
Fear that could sometimes brought me so much pain.
Fear that can lead me to death.
My parents built me this fear until now.
I'm trying to conquer my fear but I usually failed.
I have lots of plans and things that I want to do with my life.
Errors, failures, success, happy and sad moments are always their.
It goes hand-in-hand.
Without this I can't learned from our own mistakes.
It helped a lot in building self-confidence.
But...
What can I do? If fear goes first..
They built this fear to me and I felt like its killing me.
I hate to feel this.
I know my parents is just concerned about me.
But don't you think its about time to conquer my fear?
I'm 20 years old lady without self-confidence.
I tend to hide my talents and skills most of the time.
Because of my fear.
I got lots of fears but one of them is..
>> fear of being failed & rejected
What seems could be the problem?
Sometimes if these things happens.
I just sit on the corner and get my pocket bible and read.
I usually do this everytime i am driven with my fear.
And it helped me alot.
Sometimes talking to matured people can help me think of better ways.
Better way of understand things and more.
I know God has a purpose why he built me this kind of fear.
For me to be able to understand and manage things.
And on how to deal with it.
I'm thankful that God is so good that i am able to
conquer my fear little by little.
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