Love is spoken not just by feeling or speaking but also by showing it to your special someone. Men and women show differences in understanding what love had been to them in their past, present or maybe in the future. Painful, happy and sad moments are such things that i didn’t imagine to feel with.
Yes, love did passed by into me but with great pain and shame…
I didn’t show much of myself of who i really am with him. Because i know it will just be me who will end up crying. Tears fall down at times when i reminisce the past with him. I remember the time when we were beside each other but i cant even move my hand to reach him. I just smile at those words stating “Why him? Of all the people?”. Love makes way for all of us, we may know it coming or not. Loving is accepting anything and everything, even if its painful. Literally speaking, i feel stupid every time i look like a girl trying to get his attention among others. But i can’t stop myself and i can’t blame myself either cause i know its me , giving love to him.
In reality, i have to move on , i know..if i will stay this way forever for him, i will be left with nothing, right? I still hope for something good between us, we may end up together or stay as friends. For me, i will choose the last one, more safe and will not give me problems in the upcoming years.
I still love him and i understand he can’t love me back but thank you for letting me love you. I pray that you will take good care of yourself.
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